I am sure God has chosen my family and is going to save them all!

Hello, I am Lida 30 years old from [the Middle East].

My family paid a lot of attention to me.

My sister got married when I was a teenager and I felt my brother in law was attracting to me day after day but I didn’t take him serious but one day he told that he loves me. My sister and her husband had a daughter once I was alone at their home with my nephew and she was asleep. He started raping me and I was afraid that my nephew hears my voice so I put my hand at my mouth and I was crying. It was the worst experience of all my life and I hated my brother in law. I [left] my sister and her husband. I was ashamed of my sister and I thought I had cheated her unwillingly; I couldn’t look at her [in the] eyes. I hated myself too and I didn’t want to look at myself at mirror and all these things made me a depressed girl.

I could trust no man.

After passing years I told what had happened to my sister and she was very angry and she told if woman would not like to do something, man never can do it. She didn’t believe me that her husband had raped me and I was innocent. I was very brokenhearted and I asked God to show the truth to everyone.

After that I could trust no man. In those days a guy came to my life and I started loving him but he stared loving another girl but she left him soon and he started using drugs and came back to me. I brought him to our house and helped him give up his addiction. Loving him was very hard for me. I loved him but my heart was broken so I told God I will help him for you.

I met a lady at subway accidentally and she talked about some scriptures that had changed all her life. She told me, “you can know God”

I decided to change my character to another one and I was irritable and I saw no one [as friends do] and I didn’t want to get hurt again. I started going to different [educational] courses because I wanted to improve my life but all of them [only] temporarily affected my life.

In those days I met a lady at subway accidentally and she talked about some scriptures that had changed all her life. She told me, “you can know God”. So I asked her to [share more with] me because I was tired of myself. I loved to taste god more.

I started reading the scriptures and every week I was reading more. In one, I found out that Jesus died because of my sins and burdens. God reminded me all the scenes I had and I gave all my bad feelings to God. I felt something had come out of me and there was no sense of condemnation on me. I reconciled with my sister but still I couldn’t see my brother in law but I started loving my sister and talking to her and God has changed something deep in my heart. I forgave myself and I felt God’s forgiveness too.

I read the scriptures to my mother and she believed in Jesus Christ last week and her life has been transformed a lot too. She wants to tell my father and my aunts too.

I am telling it to my brother and sister in law and one of my friends. I want to tell my sister and her daughter too.

I am sure God has chosen my family and is going to save them all!